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Paula McLainA modern alternative to SparkNotes and CliffsNotes, SuperSummary offers high-quality Study Guides with detailed chapter summaries and analysis of major themes, characters, and more.
Detective Anna Hart takes a phone call at home. Distracted by a call about a break in a difficult case, Anna Hart takes her eye off the car where her two-year-old daughter is strapped into her car seat in preparation for a trip to the grocery store. When the child wiggles out of her car seat and is killed by a neighbor backing into the street, Anna experiences grief complicated by guilt. In a novel in which every principal character harbors a secret about their past, this story does not come until nearly the last pages. It is the secret Anna cannot bring herself to acknowledge.
Running from her grief and trauma, Anna has left her family and San Francisco for Mendocino. Anna, a first-person narrator, doesn’t reveal the details of her daughter’s accident until the final pages of the book. Taking that phone call, however, reflects Anna’s defining characteristic: her immense and generous heart, suggested by her last name. As a detective specializing in missing and abused children, Anna becomes emotionally involved with each case, each child speaking to her in a personal way. Against the counsel of her sergeant, Anna works each case by relying on her intuition, what her heart and her gut tell her. Because of her own background—a mother who died by an overdose of heroin, a father in prison, and troubling experiences being moved around the foster care system, Anna identifies with the “troubled” kids in her cases.
That compassion drives her to find Cameron. Anna believes Cameron will speak to her even as she diligently gathers evidence. In the end, Anna comes to terms with the death of her daughter, returning to San Francisco and to the work of rebuilding her family. She learns that every heart is wounded but that the best anyone can do is survive it all, together: “I saw what love might still do to save me,” she says finally, “if I had the courage to let it in” (360).
Sheriff Will Flood’s obsession with solving the murder of a childhood friend, his first and most lasting crush, shapes (and nearly destroys) his life. That he cannot allow Jenny’s case, even 20 years later, to go cold testifies to his emotional connection with a girl he is sure cannot rest in peace with her killer never identified.
He follows in the footsteps of his father, the town’s long-serving sheriff. His dedication to the work, to clearing cases, is one thing—he is careful, diligent, by-the-book investigator—but his need to find Jenny’s killer, to bring her spirit peace, impacts him emotionally. He drinks and has insomnia. He is distant from his wife and children. His apartment is cluttered with boxes of evidence from Jenny’s unsolved murder as well as evidence from seven other unsolved cases from the area, each involving a teenaged girl. Will is certain they are all connected.
The missing girls haunt him, their innocence, their naivete, their humanity, as does his inability to do anything against the cruelty and brutality of the perpetrator, who most likely walks the streets of his town. In working with Anna, Will comes to feel an attraction of one lost soul for another. Their kiss symbolizes how a wounded heart might find solace and the will to hope by connecting with another wounded heart. Will’s goodbye to Anna as she heads home to repair her marriage reveals his own need for someone; solving Jenny’s murder has reanimated his heart as well. He offers Anna a chance to help him work through the other missing girl cases now that Caleb has been caught and the cases solved, telling her, “Let me know how you are, okay? […] You’ll be on my mind” (358).
In a novel that offers the gift of companionship as solace in a world of terror and beauty, Caleb Ford’s emotional dilemma becomes clear: He is a twin threatened with abandonment. The psychological and emotional tie between twins drives him. When Jenny decides at 18 that she is leaving Mendocino and leaving Caleb behind, the threat of being abandoned compels Caleb to stop Jenny from leaving the only way he can. He murders her. In the closing chapters, Anna and Will discover disturbing evidence that Caleb, in addition to confessing to strangling Jenny and kidnapping and torturing Cameron, may be responsible for seven other abducted teenage girls. As Anna realizes the night Caleb breaks into her cabin to kill her, “Losing a sister doesn’t turn everyone into a killer, obviously. Something had already begun to twist Caleb at the root so that Jenny’s death had done more than plunge him into grief—it had broken him” (339).
Anna does not pretend to understand Caleb. Perhaps his problems are genetic—Caleb’s father was an eccentric man with an alcohol addiction and an antisocial artist, and his mother was emotionally distant. Caleb is fascinated with the unalloyed beauty of youth, with innocence and purity that can only be preserved by killing. The clues are in the tormented canvases he creates, “full of dark undulating curves” (310). Anna learns how completely banal evil can be, how a predator, a serial killer, can move about a community unnoticed. Caleb helps search for Cameron. He chats with Anna like the old friends they are. His rage, his violence, his calculating evil in the end remain an unsettling mystery; that is the chilling reality of Anna’s profession, a world, as the novel’s epigraph from Protestant theologian Frederick Buechner says, where “beautiful and terrible things will happen / Don’t be afraid” (2).
As Anna studies the collage that Gray fashions about his missing friend Cameron Curtis for the community awareness meeting, these bits of Cameron’s life—articles of clothing, books she read, cartoons she watched, poems and sketches she created—personalize the case and inspire Anna to find Cameron: “Somehow these things add up to Cameron. I need to find her so she can get back to who she was. Who she is” (198). Cameron Curtis is a perplexing character—she does not appear in the novel until 20 pages from the end when Anna stumbles on her hiding from her abductor in the woods. For most of the novel, she is absent, a missing kid, a mystery, who may or may not have been abducted and who may or may not be alive—whose very absence becomes a presence.
For Anna, herself a survivor of the foster care system, Cameron Curtis emerges from the evidence of her young life as a survivor of the “whiplash of displacement” (77). Even before she is four, in a single day she grappled with the reality that every familiar part of her young life was “blotted out” (78) and replaced by a new home, a new family, and new friends. Her very identity was suddenly exposed as fragile, her young life suddenly rebooted. For Cameron, that displacement is further complicated by her adoption by a Hollywood power couple whose commitment to their careers affected their ability to care for (or about) their daughter. That complication is further tangled when Cameron visits a clinic to get birth control pills to help with her complexion and she is told she has vaginal scarring consistent with sexual activity. The alarming news raises the possibility that she was molested by her birth father, now in prison, or perhaps by her adoptive father, or both.
Cameron Curtis’s buried trauma, childhood neglect, sexual abuse, gross manipulation, and bald coercion by those she is powerless to oppose have damaged her self-worth. In her attempts to pursue a modeling career, Cameron copes by not coping, by not confronting her past or her identity. Her desire to be a model reflects Cameron’s low self-esteem; she tries to validate her identity and self-worth externally through her appearance. She wishes to play someone she is not. That Caleb picks up on Cameron’s vulnerability reflects a theory Anna offers about what she terms a “bat signal,” how an emotionally hurt kid “to whom really hard stuff happens” (126) can, in turn, attract the attention of “every psychopath, sociopath, sadist, alcoholic, narcissist piece of shit anywhere” (127).
In the closing pages, Cameron appears to be on her way to healing, suggested by the sling on her broken right arm. Cameron is with Gray, her best and only friend. Together they will begin the work of helping Cameron cope with rather than run from what’s happened to her, however ugly it might be. In this, Anna can see in Cameron “a light […] newly kindled” (356).
By Paula McLain
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