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Perhaps the central theme of Athy’s story is community versus the individual. The Khmer Rouge, a communist organization, wanted to dissolve what they perceived as a hierarchical society that unfairly discriminated against the poor and focused on the individual’s achievements. The wealthy exploited the poor, in the Khmer Rouge’s views, and lived off their labor.
They instead proposed a communal culture, in which every individual worked for the common good. Therefore, Athy and her family were directed to donate any food they grew on their own to the communal kitchen, where it would be redistributed to everyone. Those who did not or would not work were not entitled to communal resources, which is why people were punished for not working or for not working hard enough.
Ironically, in so doing, the Khmer Rouge created an environment in which no one could focus on anything but their own survival, as when Barang eats the food that Athy asked him to take to Chea and Map. Athy is devastated by this selfishness, but Chea points out that he “was hungry—he’s only human. If you were him you’d have done the same” (224). As Chea realizes, when people are starving, they often cannot focus on others’ needs, only their own.
Athy trusted Barang because he had been kind to her, giving her and Ra food when they were starving. However, at that time, Barang was in a position of power: He had enough to eat, he had shelter, and he was neither sick nor injured. When he was caught helping people like Athy and Ra, he was punished for his behavior. Once he was stripped of his privilege, he could not think of anything but his own survival.
This dynamic repeats throughout the story. For example, when Vin gets sick, Mak is too sick herself to care for him and cannot even go to the hospital to see him. Similarly, when Mak is ill, she begs Athy to come back to care for her. However, the village leader says that Athy can only care for Mak if Mak will recover; otherwise, they will punish Athy. Athy does not return to care for Mak, and Mak dies. Athy is devastated by Mak’s death and by what she perceives as her own selfish behavior. What the Khmer Rouge fails to perceive is the fact that humans cannot focus on communal structure when their basic individual needs are not met. The Khmer Rouge’s attempt to force focus on the community backfired and forced everyone to focus only on themselves.
Moreover, in seeking to dissolve traditional family ties, the Khmer Rouge ignored how family is the basic unit of the community. People learn to care for others from their families, a type of care that that then extends to the larger community, as when Cheng, Athy’s neighbor from the village, helps her escape the labor camp. Cheng and Athy bond because they know each other and because they share a similar grief. She becomes part of Athy’s family, and Athy dedicates the book to Cheng as well as to her parents and siblings who did not survive the Khmer Rouge.
Family also ensures Athy’s physical survival, as when Ra brings her food after Mak’s death. However, it is not until she witnesses a resurgence of real community, one not enforced by people with guns, that Athy begins to heal spiritually. In the refugee camp in the Philippines, Athy finally feels at peace because her basic needs are being met: “we’ve been given enough feed to eat. We have running water. Electricity” (319). However, it is also because of the kindness of the people running the camp, and the community that they create for the Cambodian refugees, that Athy finally feels “a sense of inner peace” (319). Such community cannot come from the barrel of a gun.
Most people view historical events as experiences or processes with clear beginnings, middles, and ends, and there is a way to look at the Khmer Rouge’s takeover of Cambodia in such a way: They came to power in 1975 and were overthrown in 1979. However, Athy’s memoir reveals that such a clear-cut, linear progression is almost nonexistent when one experiences such events firsthand. Instead, the experience is chaotic, a series of swells and pauses without a clear beginning or end.
For example, though the Khmer Rouge come to power in 1975, war disrupted Cambodia well before 1975. Athy first experiences the effects of war in 1969, at four years old, and she notes that her family is “flotsam caught in the heave and thrust of its tide” (33). The family moves between chaos and order throughout the story.
After the Khmer Rouge gains complete control, the chaos increases. Athy and her siblings move back and forth between villages and labor camps and hospitals, none of which provide any sense of order. At the hospital, for example, the chaos is such that Ry can feign illness for some time. Similarly, Athy is not punished for her escape from the labor camp with Cheng because no one knew who she was or where she was supposed to be.
Additionally, there are many incidents that seem to portend some clear consequence or reaction but simply peter out. When Athy is caught foraging for leaves to heal her foot, she could have been killed or punished. Instead, she is released and manages to make her way home. Similarly, Ra’s first marriage, entered into only to avoid serving on the front lines, seems to foreshadow disaster. Despite her marriage, Ra continues to spend most of her time with her siblings, and her mother-in-law scolds her for such behavior. Athy worries that Ra’s “silent rebellion will carry a heavy price” (247). Instead, however, nothing comes of it at all; the Khmer Rouge are overthrown in the next chapter, and it is never mentioned again.
Nor is the end of the Khmer Rouge’s reign linear and conclusive. Athy and her siblings survive an attack on the village where they take refuge, and they are again attacked in the refugee camp. Even when these attacks cease, Athy and her siblings still face danger, especially from the Thai soldiers, who seem to delight in punishing and harassing the Cambodian refugees.
Furthermore, this disorder seeps into the siblings’ private lives when Ra marries Vantha. Vantha reveals himself to be cruel and sadistic, which culminates in him having Than beaten by the Thai soldiers. Afterward, Athy and her siblings move in with their aunt, but they are forced to live with Vantha and Ra again when they are moved to a new immigration camp, and eventually they travel with Vantha to the United States. Rather than a clear linear progression from chaos to order or vice versa, Athy’s story reveals how different reality is from fiction. There is no clear beginning, middle, or end. Instead, life is a series of random and unexpected highs and lows.
Much of Athy’s story is about food, which is unsurprising, since for most of the story, Athy and her family are on the brink of starvation. After leaving Phnom Penh and being forced to settle in the village of Daakpo, Athy recalls that they “become preoccupied with the lack of food. The memory of it is a living, breathing thing. It infects us. It tires us. It is everything” (120).
A great deal of the story describes their search for food, such as when Athy and Cheng discover how to make fishhooks out of their buttons. Athy also describes the things they are forced to eat, such as the burned rice scraped from the cooking pots and the leaves and greens usually reserved for livestock. Athy recalls trading herbs from their garden for silkworms. She finds “the idea of eating the silkworm […] repellent” but eats it nonetheless, noting that it is “creamy” and “tofu-textured” (190).
Athy also delights in describing good food, such as when Ra brings her to the warehouse and Barang feeds them. Here, Athy’s descriptions are almost poetic as she describes the soup “filled with chunks of golden pumpkin, its withered blossoms and green shoots,” as well as the “crisp, reddish-brown smoked fish, nestled back to belly as they were when they were smoked” (209).
However, the story is about more than just physical hunger. Athy also hungers for education, kindness, and connection. Athy’s hunger for a full and enriching life keeps her alive and sane. Her desire to honor the deaths of her parents and siblings makes her survival possible, and it inspires her to write this memoir. Physical hunger in the story thus symbolizes this deeper hunger, previewed throughout the story, as when Athy vows to become a doctor to honor Chea’s memory, or when she describes how hard she works in the refugee camps to prepare herself for emigrating to America.
Finally, Athy’s experiences under the Khmer Rouge hone a keen hunger for justice and fairness. She refuses to allow herself to be mistreated, such as when she is accused of cheating, and she stands up for those who cannot stand up for themselves, as when she defends Map from Than’s anger when he is trying to teach Map Cambodian. She notes that she “can no longer look the other way if [she] feel[s] someone is being hurt” (316). Athy’s experiences of physical hunger have rendered her unable to ignore cruelty and injustice, and her desire for fairness and equity ensures her emotional survival, just as the pangs of hunger pains ensured her physical survival.