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Casey Gerald

There Will Be No Miracles Here

Nonfiction | Autobiography / Memoir | Adult | Published in 2018

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Part 2, Chapters 5-8Chapter Summaries & Analyses

Part 2

Chapter 5 Summary

Following a brief note that in some sense, he might have been truly homeless at 13 in 2000, Gerald reveals that he is gay. This revelation comes not through any direct statement but through a multipage description of his adolescent appreciation of (if not obsession with) a video by D’Angelo. The description ends simply with: “I was a thirteen-year-old boy, not a saint” (78).

Gerald’s father is then released and reformed, at least insofar as he finds religion. Gerald and his father live with his paternal grandmother Clarice for a while, where Gerald has some privacy for the first time.

Gerald hints at the challenges of being gay, such as when he describes girls teasing him for his voice. He also recounts when a girl decides he is her boyfriend, like it or not, which is especially uncomfortable for him.

Aside from class with Mrs. Davis and one other teacher, school is always an ordeal for him. Even in kindergarten he struggled against nap time, a fight he ultimately won through sheer persistence when the teacher gave him index cards on which to write every word he saw while the other children napped.

At Clarice’s house, he feels increasingly unwelcome, especially because his father (whom she calls “Crow”) can do no wrong. During this time, Rod goes through three girlfriends, works as a code enforcement officer, and begins preaching as his father had done.

Gerald tastes some freedom late at night, when he explores the internet in its early days, joining chat rooms and inventing personas. He also starts high school at South Oak Cliff, where his father attended. Gerald writes that “[b]eneath the veneer […] South Oak Cliff was a world ruled by the violence of boys. That’s what made the place so fun” (97).

Gerald briefly hints at the extent of the violence, but he also explains that another boy, known as Juice, befriends and protects him. Juice remains a friend of sorts through Gerald’s graduate schooling at Harvard—it is Juice, and not Gerald’s father, who calls with congratulations upon Gerald’s graduation.

For that year of high school, Gerald lives almost wild, staying many places, roaming with a group of boys. The chapter’s last lines convey hope: Gerald writes that “for the first time in my life, somebody kept a promise: my sister came back for me” (100).

Chapter 6 Summary

Abandoning her chance at a college degree, Gerald’s sister sets up a home and moves him into it. Despite his resistance, Gerald thinks of his favorite book from first grade: The Boxcar Children, which taught him that “sometimes it doesn’t matter what you have. All that matters is what you’re trying to do—there’s always some way to do it” (103). From that book, he took the possibility that “things might just be okay” (103).

That hopeful possibility characterizes most of Casey and Tashia Gerald’s time living together, and they have fun making things okay. Their housing is paid for through public assistance, and they find a way to collect the checks addressed to their mother, apparently due to her disability and status as a parent. She, of course, is nowhere to be found. Nonetheless, Gerald reflects with some apparent joy on the 16th birthday party that his sister throws him at his Granny’s house.

It is then, at age 16, that Gerald meets a boy.

Chapter 7 Summary

The boy Gerald meets is referred to as Red. They meet online, and Red pushes for phone contact, so Gerald shares his number. Several months later, Red says that he is coming to visit Gerald from his home in Shreveport, Louisiana. Gerald borrows his sister’s car, and they rent a hotel room while the visit occurs.

Chapter 7 explores the relationship that develops between them during Gerald’s high school years, except a brief period when he tries to give up “sin.” Reflecting back with an adult perspective, Gerald obliquely suggests that he mistreated Red by referencing E. M. Forester’s short story “The Life to Come,” which describes a homosexual love between a Native American chief and a missionary. Having eventually accepted his lover’s religion, the chief seeks assurance of an afterlife from him. Upon receiving it, he kills his lover (and then himself) so they may meet in the next life. Gerald says Red should have done that to him.

Chapter 8 Summary

This chapter is primarily about football and its importance to the families in South Oak Cliff and similar neighborhoods. Gerald emphasizes the importance of football in Texas high schools, noting that players have a place of privilege.

While not a star like his father, Gerald describes himself as a moderately good player at this point. He is a major aspect of a play that repeatedly wins games for his team, until they face an opponent who has prepared for it and targets Gerald with extra brutality. Gerald withstands it and does not quit, and thus earns respect.

Receiving offers from big football colleges is incredibly important to many families of high school players, as this process leads students to commit to a college. Gerald does not attract scouts from the big football schools. Instead, he is scouted by Yale University.

Gerald knows nothing of Yale and initially rejects the idea of going to Connecticut. Soon, he focuses on making it a reality because he sees how impressive the idea is to his community. He strives to be valedictorian and succeeds. He becomes class president, too, and is even “Mayor for a Day” in Dallas. As it happens, Mayor Laura Miller was previously a reporter who wrote a story on Rod Gerald after his injuries, shortly before Casey was born.

All these forces, as well as the teachers and coaches at South Oak Cliff (which, Gerald suggests, may have sent more students to the NFL than any other high school), came together to urge Gerald on to Yale. Thus, because he was not a great player, Gerald “avoided having [his] life ruined by the high-stakes gamble of big time college football” (138).

Part 2, Chapters 5-8 Analysis

These chapters present Gerald’s adolescence, including his developing sexuality and maturity, and Yale’s recruitment of him for football. The reality is that Gerald is thrust into many aspects of adult responsibility and experience at a very young age. Though these experiences, such as the isolation he feels when his family members leave him one by one, are painful, these chapters also chart Gerald’s transformation from being wholly at the mercy of circumstance as an impoverished child to becoming aware of his ability to shape his own future.

Gerald’s determination comes through strongly in his discussion of football. Its importance to him goes beyond being a means to get into college. There is the inevitable comparison with his father, but more importantly, there is also the clear indication that Gerald is dedicated and willing to work hard for success. Arguably, these are the first signs that Gerald is likely to succeed at anything he undertakes.

Gerald presents his homosexuality as a fact that he naturally hides from others even though they are likely aware, so he does not tell a coming out story. Nonetheless, his discovery of his sexuality is sufficiently documented to make clear that it is an important part of his life, and one that will continue to develop.

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