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After walking until she is stumbling with exhaustion and pain, Lo finds a barn in the distance. She wanders up to it, and finds two horses grazing before a trough of water. She rushes, thankful, to the water, and takes dozens of big gulps. The water is rusty, but it gives her strength. She stumbles into the barn, which is unlocked, and falls into a pile of hay to sleep. She pulls one of the horse's blankets over her body, and falls asleep.
Lo wakes to the sound of a man's voice. She gets up, startled, and sees an old, gentle-faced man with rheumatic eyes standing before her. He tries to help her as she stumbles on her hurt ankle, but she yanks her arm away, afraid. The man speaks no English, but pulls out his wallet to show her photos of his grandchildren, as if reassuring her that he means her no harm. He points to his car, which is waiting outside, and urges her to come with him.
Inside the car, Lo sees a mobile phone, and asks the man if she can use it. She realizes that it is Tuesday, the 29th–she has slept for an entire day and night. The phone has no service, so Lo holds the phone in her arms until the man drives close enough to town for one bar to flash on the small screen. Lo asks the man if she can call, and he nods, reassuring her. She dials Judah's number.
In the airport, Judah holds Lo to his chest. He is so startled that she is safe, and says so. She is thankful for him, deeply. They stand together, in shock.
Earlier, Lo had been worried about going to the police, but couldn't explain why to her kind savior and host, Konrad. Judah had reassured her that he would contact Scotland Yard, to save her from the potentially corrupt Norwegian police force. Lo was taken to the police, and from there to the hospital, where she received treatment for her ankle, the deep cut from the ditch, and was re-prescribed her antidepressants. Finally, the police escorted her to a British ambassador, who took her statement. When Lo asked about Carrie, demanding they return to find her, the police looked askance. They told Lo that they had found two bodies; one, a man's that they assume is that of the missing Richard Bullmer, with what appeared to be a self-inflicted gunshot wound to his temple. The other body was that of a woman with dark, shorn hair. Lo begins to weep, realizing that she was too late to save Carrie.
Back in London, Lo stays with Judah in his apartment. She doesn't have the heart to return to her windowless basement flat after all those days in the hull of the ship. Judah takes care of Lo, tucking her into bed and making her tea. He tells her that she has dozens of messages from concerned friends and family, some more surprising than others. Tina has called, hoping Lo is safe. Chloe has phoned as well, and asked if she and Lars can be any help. Finally, Ben has called, leaving no message. Judah informs Lo that Ben had been the one to raise the alarm, and had managed to phone him when the ship staff refused to acknowledge the strange nature of Lo's disappearance in Trondheim. Lo is startled, and embarrassed, that Ben would take such good care of her, despite their last interaction.
Later, Lo struggles to sleep. She talks to Judah about how guilty she feels, and grief-stricken, over Carrie's death. Judah tells her that he’s glad Carrie is dead–she had held Lo hostage, and tortured her. But Lo sees it differently. She knows that abusive relationships can alter what a woman is willing or able to do. Lo asks Judah if he declined the job in New York, and he tells her that in the search for her, he hadn't remembered to call them back. Lo tells him to take the job, and says that she'll go with him. She tells him that she wants to leave her job at Velocity and stop telling stories about and for the rich and posh. Instead, she wants to tell the kinds of stories that people don't want to hear–investigative stories. Judah is thrilled, and supports her decision.
Later, Lo wakes again, this time with thoughts of Richard's suicide. She wonders how such a determined and shameless man could kill himself, after all he had done to save his own skin. She fears for the future, and its uncertainty. Ever dogged, though, she reassures herself of her own resilience, and ability to save herself from drowning.
The novel ends with two notes. One is a news report from two months after the incident, confirming that the body found in the sea was actually that of Anne Bullmer. The report also reveals that Richard Bullmer's gunshot wound was confirmed by forensic specialists to be inflicted by another person, who has yet to be named. The last note is a screenshot of an online exchange between Lo and her bank. She is reporting a mysterious transaction for a large number of Swiss francs. The bank teller can't reveal the name of the person who deposited the money, but does confirm the message attached–“Tiggers bounce.” Lo signs off with a note that says she believes the money is from a friend.
Ware finishes the novel with a discussion of resilience and the idea of survival. This idea, that Lo has experienced trauma and overcome that trauma, is a powerful one, particularly in relation to the idea of drowning, and to Carrie's comment about how her mother always reassured her that if she fell, she could get back up. This quote speaks to Lo's strength as a character, and also to Ware's larger message about resilience in the face of struggle, be it physical or emotional trauma, mental illness, or abuse.
Finally, Lo and Judah have an important conversation about the nature of abusive relationships in the last chapter of the book, which indicates Lo's forgiveness of Carrie, and her condemnation of abusive men. Lo tries to explain to Judah the ways that women can fall under the spell of abusive partners, and feel as if they have no choice but to obey their demands. Judah doesn't understand, and this fundamental disagreement between the two demonstrates both Judah's positionality as a man, and also the dichotomy of this ideology, which pits empathy for the victim against faith in will power and self-discipline. Ware doesn't seem interested in giving one side of this debate preference over the other, but she does pose the argument as an interesting topic for discussion among readers.
By Ruth Ware