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Suzanne Redfearn

In an Instant

Fiction | Novel | YA | Published in 2020

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Chapters 81-94Chapter Summaries & Analyses

Chapter 81 Summary

After Ann leaves, Burns arrives at the cabin and tells Jack his suspicions about Bob. Burns senses the other man’s anger and warns Jack against confronting Bob. Jack agrees, knowing a conviction for negligent homicide is better revenge. Vance sits in the room, listening to Burns’s account based on Mo’s and Karen’s information. When Burns asks Jack if Oz was dangerous, Jack shakes his head and says Oz was just protecting Bingo. Vance speaks up and says Oz was big and strong, especially when he was angry. He then reminds them that Bob was in a stressful situation and couldn’t think rationally like they are now. Vance says Bob probably wishes he’d done things differently, symbolizing Vance’s feelings about leaving Chloe.

Chapter 82 Summary

With the kittens grow old enough to eat on their own, Chloe takes the remaining three kittens to the shelter. A boy named Eric greets her and looks at the kittens, impressed that Chloe nursed them herself. Eric then offers Chloe a volunteer job at the shelter. Finn encourages her sister to accept, knowing how bored and lonely Chloe is. The kittens begin to cry, but Eric says he’ll get to them when he can as he moves toward the door. Chloe goes to the fridge for kitten formula to feed them herself.

Chapter 83 Summary

On Easter morning, Finn finds Jack and Vance in a standoff in the cabin’s kitchen. The house is a mess from them being there for over a month. Vance demands the keys, saying he wants to see Chloe. Jack challenges him, so Vance proposes that they go home if he gets the keys. If Vance fails, they’ll both stay at the cabin. Jack agrees and takes a fighting stance with one of his crutches. Vance lunges and takes Jack to the floor. They continue to fight until Jack gets Vance in a choke hold. Vance reaches for the keys, and Finn sees her dad shift, allowing Vance to reach the keys. Finn cheers, seeing her dad wants to go home.

Chapter 84 Summary

At a gas station, Vance calls Ann to say they’re headed home. Ann is elated at the news and continues preparing a lavish dinner. She even laughs at a memory of Finn as she bastes a ham. Aubrey and Ben arrive, and Chloe comes downstairs with Finn, the kitten. The front door opens again, and Jack enters, immediately engulfed in hugs from Aubrey, Ben, and Chloe. Ann stands apart, smiling as she watches. Vance then enters the house, and Ann moves forward to hug him. Chloe pulls Vance outside, and Ann raises her arms awkwardly to hug Jack. They are both unsure of what to do. Ann thanks him for coming, and he grabs her and kisses her passionately. They move into the kitchen. While Finn is happy about her parents’ reunion, she senses her father’s suppressed anger about Bob.

Chapter 85 Summary

Chloe and Vance sit on the beach and examine each other’s missing fingers. Vance apologizes, but Chloe stands, not walking to discuss the accident. Instead, she tells him about the kittens and volunteering at the shelter. Vance tells her about his search for Oz and living with Jack at the cabin. They continue walking hand in hand down the beach, and Chloe forgives Vance.

The pair returns to the house, and everyone sits for Easter dinner. As they finish dessert, Aubrey says Chloe has agreed to be her maid of honor, which greatly excites Ann. Chloe goes upstairs to try on her dress. She returns wearing it with a pair of Doc Martens, and the combination makes Ann and Aubrey laugh hysterically. Chloe pretends to waltz with Vance, so Aubrey and Ben join them. The couples eventually break off, leaving Jack and Ann alone. The two agree to figure things out tomorrow so they can enjoy the normalcy tonight.

Chloe and Vance talk in the backyard. He says he won’t return to college and wants to finish searching for Oz. He then shares how much he learned from Jack and wishes he was more like him. Chloe’s and Finn’s eyes tear up, knowing their dad saved Vance.

Chapter 86 Summary

Because Laguna Beach is a small town, news of Bob’s arrest for negligent homicide spreads quickly. Finn visits Bob and Karen and sees they aren’t handling the situation well. Bob has posted bail and continuously drinks, and Karen looks a decade older. Natalie looks dazed, unable to cope. Bob’s lawyer has encouraged him to take the district attorney’s plea deal. Bob will avoid prison by pleading guilty, though he’ll be a convicted felon and likely lose his dentistry practice. Karen approaches Bob and says the newspapers are wrong about him. She then says she and Natalie will stay with her parents in San Diego until everything calms down. Bob yells for her to get out and throws a bottle of scotch at the wall.

Chapter 87 Summary

Chloe spends much of her time at the shelter, grateful for the distraction it and Eric provide. Eric is bathing a German shepherd named Hannibal when she walks by. Finn knows there’s chemistry between the two, but Chloe is reluctant after what she’s been through.

Chapter 88 Summary

Five days after Easter, Jack returns to physical therapy, determined to regain his life. After the therapist leaves, Jack goes into the garage to lift weights. The garage is the one area of the house that holds anything belonging to Oz or Finn. Unlike Ann, Jack forces himself to remember his dead children. Finn thinks doing so drags him down, wondering if her mom was right to throw everything away.

After his workout, Jack re-enters the house and goes through the same pre-game ritual he did with Finn and Oz. He sits and watches a baseball game between the Angels, their favorite team, and the Giants. As the game ends, Ann comes home and sees what Jack’s doing. She goes for a run, and Jack returns to the garage to talk to one of Finn’s jerseys about the game. Ann returns an hour later and reminds Jack that their children are dead and that he needs to move past it. She offers to clean out the garage, but Jack tells her to stay away from it and that he can’t forget his children like she has.

Chapter 89 Summary

On Sunday, Chloe and Eric are alone in the shelter. She backs him against a crate and kisses him. Eric then carries her to a nearby cot and undresses her, failing to notice her missing toes.

Chapter 90 Summary

A week after their fight, Ann and Jack are together and happy again. As they lie in bed one morning, Jack confesses that he’s relieved Oz is gone. Ann holds and comforts him.

Chapter 91 Summary

As Chloe works at the shelter’s front desk, Finn plays with a ball of lint. The ball floats through the door leading to the dog kennels, so Finn follows it without Chloe noticing. The kitten wanders into Hannibal’s kennel, causing him and the other dogs to bark. Chloe arrives instantly and enters the kennel against Eric’s command. She scoops up Finn and faces the large dog. Eric enters the kennel, distracting Hannibal while Chloe runs out with Finn. Hannibal then runs through the open gate into the yard. Eric tells Chloe never to do that again because he will help her every time but might not always be so lucky.

Chloe goes to the beach after work and walks across the boardwalk to sit in the sand. Finn begins to feel her sister letting her go, and Chloe blows Finn a kiss goodbye.

Chapter 92 Summary

Ann answers the door and finds Mrs. Kaminski on her front porch. Mrs. Kaminski refuses Ann’s offer to come in and apologizes for not realizing something before now. She hands Ann a manilla envelope, explaining that it came home with Mo from the hospital, but she just found it. Ann refuses to take it, so Mrs. Kaminski pulls out a printed inventory list and Finn’s cell phone. She reads the list to Ann, which itemizes all of the clothing Mo had on her at the time of the accident. Mrs. Kaminski then tells Ann that she didn’t realize what she did for Mo and apologizes for not thanking her sooner. Mrs. Kaminski leaves, and Ann closes the door before throwing the envelope at the door.

Chapter 93 Summary

Jack watches Ann run upstairs and retrieves the envelope. He charges Finn’s phone and reads the inventory, finally understanding what his wife endured while he was unconscious. Jack then scrolls through Finn’s pictures. When he hears Ann coming, he hides the phone and throws away the list. She says she’s going to work, so Jack offers to take care of dinner. After she leaves, he goes into the garage and puts all of Finn’s and Oz’s belongings into the bed of his truck. Reluctantly, Jack puts Finn’s jersey onto the pile last and drives to the thrift store. He moves everything into the donation bin. When he finishes, Finn feels her connection to her dad break.

Chapter 94 Summary

Finn cries as she watches Aubrey’s wedding. At the reception, Mo and Kyle are inseparable and stunning together. Chloe brings Eric as her date, and Jack instantly loves him. At one point, the pair goes outside, and Chloe asks why Eric never asks about the accident. Eric asks if she wants to discuss it, and she says no. Eric then says talking about the accident won’t change his love for her, but he’s there to listen if she wants to talk. He’s grateful she survived and came into his life. Finn is equally thankful he came into Chloe’s.

Finn returns to the reception and watches Kyle ask Ann to dance. When Ann takes his hand, the final thread tethering Finn to the living world breaks, leaving her surrounded by light.

Chapters 81-94 Analysis

This final section closes out the novel’s plot and provides its climax and resolution. Redfearn leaves the novel’s climax to the very end of the story, preventing any need for falling action. Likewise, she leaves the story’s resolution implied through each character’s ability to heal and move on. By leaving the climax to the end, Redfearn maintains heightened suspense throughout the novel. The author does provide a pseudo climax in Chapter 79 when Finn realizes why she’s stuck in the living world. However, this moment doesn’t represent the highest moment of conflict in the story; rather, it initiates Finn’s journey to find peace with Mo, Ann, Jack, and Chloe. The novel’s true climax doesn’t occur until the novel’s close, keeping the suspense and tension alive until Finn finally finds peace with her mom and fades into the afterlife.

This section demonstrates the final stages of healing for each member of the Miller family, bringing the theme of Healing Family Trauma and Conflict to a conclusion. Ann and Jack resolve their marital issues, one of the novel’s most significant conflicts. Redfearn doesn’t provide much information about how the couple overcomes their problems, but Jack’s willingness to let go of Oz’s and Finn’s belongings symbolizes his willingness to let go of the worst of his pain and repair his marriage. Ironically, Ann, who appears cold and heartless given her stoicism and refusal to discuss the events, is the one to provide an example for Jack to follow. When Ann and Jack heal their marriage, they also create a sense of healing for their entire family. Chloe begins a new relationship with Eric, demonstrating her recovery and ability to move forward.

By contrast, the Golds don’t heal from their experience, marking the corrosive effect of unresolved trauma, compounded betrayals, and rejection of forgiveness. Bob continues drinking heavily, especially once he gets arrested for negligent homicide. When Karen and Natalie leave to live with Karen’s parents after his arrest and subsequent release on bond, Redfearn demonstrates that the Golds have a significant amount of conflict to overcome if they are going to salvage their marriage. Based on the characters’ behavior, success isn’t likely. Just as the Millers undergo more recovery for physical injuries, the family also undergoes more healing for intangible wounds. The Golds, though emerging from the accident mostly unscathed, never tackle the work of recovery. As a result, while the Miller family becomes stronger, the Golds end up suffering deeply because of their poor choices and actions.

Lastly, this section closes the novel’s theme of Betrayal and Forgiveness with a continued emphasis on the importance of perspective. Despite Finn’s omniscient perspective, which grants Finn great access to the private lives of her family members and friends, she cannot fully read minds. In this section, though, as Finn’s ties to living people continue to break, Finn’s capacity to appreciate everyone’s reactions during and after the accident increases. While all the accident victims failed to varying degrees in The Struggle Between Ethics and Survival, Finn is able to acknowledge the power of the urge to survive and to protect those closest to us. She is able to accept that even the most apparently heinous actions may stem from well-intentioned motivations.

Nonetheless, Finn’s realization occurs in the context of Redfearn’s exploration of forgiveness. Just as betrayal may manifest in many complex ways, earning the forgiveness necessary to heal from betrayal is a complex process. Often, that process entails seeking out the perspective of others. Bob closes himself off to all perspectives but his own; his own perspective is, notably, a false narrative. Even when Ann confronts him directly with evidence, Bob rejects anything that might challenge his perception of reality. As a result, Bob never creates an opening to earn Ann’s forgiveness or start forgiving himself. Similarly, Vance suffers most while closing himself off to all perspectives but his own. This singular perspective, which provides only an incomplete understanding of the events, leaves Vance paralyzed by guilt. Vance only starts to heal as he comes to understand, through observing Jack’s love for his children, that other people’s perspectives are key to understanding any given moment.

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