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53 pages 1 hour read

Leif Enger

I Cheerfully Refuse

Fiction | Short Story Collection | Adult | Published in 2024

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Chapters 11-19Chapter Summaries & Analyses

Chapter 11 Summary: “Promises I Made and Meant and Broke”

The town and police descend on Rainy’s home. The police initially suspect Rainy of murdering Lark, though they soon discern that he had no reason to hurt her. When an officer asks who he believes killed Lark, Rainy mentions Kellan’s fear of a man named Werryck. The officer freezes at the mention of this name and leaves. Rainy begins to wonder if the old man at the party was Werryck. The town honors Lark, and many bring their favorite books to the ceremony. Rainy passes through the summer in a haze, burdened by memories of Lark everywhere he looks. He drops out of his band and neglects his music lessons. When the police officer returns to show him a picture of Werryck, Rainy knows that the old man from the party was indeed Werryck. The officer tells him that Werryck didn’t kill Lark. By the end of the summer, Rainy can’t live in the house and begins sleeping at a nearby woodlot. One night, he recalls Lark’s last night, when she mentioned the Slate Islands, and rushes to his boat, convinced that he must meet her there.

Chapter 12 Summary: “The Windmill Is a Giant”

Rainy repairs Flowers as much as he can and docks the boat in the town’s now-defunct marina. Rainy rejoins his band and, while playing his first gig back, sees Werryck in the doorway. Rainy remembers Kellan’s warning, and as Werryck makes his way through the crowd, Rainy changes the tempo of the song. The crowd becomes confused, and as Werryck struggles to get through it, Rainy grabs his guitar and runs out the back. When he reaches home, neighbors stand outside as men, led by the strange man from the party, ransack his house. The strange man sees Rainy and points at him. Rainy flees, makes it to Flowers, and heads into the lake as Werryck watches from shore.

Chapter 13 Summary: “White-Maned Horses”

On the water, Flowers begins taking on water from rain and massive waves during a storm. Rainy throws the anchor over, and the wind dies overnight. He tries using a pump to drain the boat in the morning but can’t get it to work. Hungry, he sails toward land. Dropping anchor near land, he notices a woman on the shore. She looks at him but doesn’t acknowledge his calls. She makes some notes in a notepad and recedes into the trees. Rainy notices that she carries a pistol.

Rainy works to bail out water but is interrupted by the woman’s return with a man. The man speaks into a cellphone, and both ignore Rainy’s attempts to hail them. Rainy finally gets the pump to work, and once the cabin is dry, he hoists the anchor and flees, sensing that something is wrong. As he sails away, the woman fires at him, shooting a hole in his sail.

Chapter 14 Summary: “So Young to Be in Jail”

Rainy finds a safe place near the shore beneath two abandoned houses. That night, he thinks of Lark and her many mysteries. When a young conservative drove in from out of town years back and threw a bomb into her shop, Lark advocated leniency in his sentencing. The bomb didn’t explode; the boy’s illiteracy prevented him from building it correctly. While Rainy wanted only the worst for him, Lark wished the boy a good life. Rainy passes the rest of the evening playing guitar, and when he hears a strange sound, he goes out on deck to find Flowers covered in seagulls.

Chapter 15 Summary: “Tonio to the Letter”

The next morning, Rainy docks in Lightner, a town southwest of Icebridge, looking for a grocery store. As he passes a local church, he meets three children talking about recent Willow deaths. One of them says, “It’s stepping through the door. That’s all it is. They went in search of better” (116). The kids point Rainy toward the gas station, where he buys two canisters of fuel and a small harmonica. As he walks to the grocery store, Rainy meets Apeknuckle, who warns him to leave town immediately and get far from land. He tells Rainy that out-of-state officers are looking for him because of something he stole and will likely kill him. Rainy is unaware of stealing anything. When Rainy asks why Apeknuckle is helping him, Apeknuckle tells him it’s for Tonio, his son, who thinks the world of Rainy. Rainy gives Apeknuckle the harmonica and asks him to tell Tonio to practice. Rainy leaves, skipping the grocery store and taking Flowers out into open water.

Chapter 16 Summary: “The Garment Was Occupied”

Rainy briefly thinks of sailing to Duluth and hiding but knows this will risk others’ lives. He decides instead to sail to the Slates. He sails into Canada, and as he sees Lark in the passing nature, Rainy hopes that he’ll find Lark at the Slates, just as she once believed they saw Molly Thorn. A few miles from Thunder Bay, Rainy anchors for the night and tries to sleep through his hunger. He can’t and begins playing guitar to pass the time. He hears soft thumps and thinks the seagulls have returned. However, he instead finds the risen corpse of a man. Temperatures are rising, and the many drowned bodies in Lake Superior have begun to rise. It’s the fourth he sees in his lifetime, and each haunts him. US law dictates that those who find such corpses re-sink them, but Rainy can’t. He lets the corpse drift away and, in the morning, leaves for Thunder Bay.

Chapter 17 Summary: “Our Bright and Zippy Kellan”

Docking in Thunder Bay, Rainy runs to the market, but a vendor refuses him food, explaining that they serve only Canadians. Rainy trades in his amp at a pawn tent and with the money buys a roasted chicken and stocks up on groceries. At a gas station, he sees a bulletin filled with missing-person posters and recognizes one for Kellan. He buys a disposable phone. Back on the water, Rainy sees a storm forming and works up the courage to call Kellan’s family. Rainy finally calls and is shocked to hear Werryck on the other line, realizing that the poster was a trap. Werryck explains that Kellan worked on the production lines in a pharmaceutical factory that accidentally created Willow. Kellan stole 10,000 doses of Willow, and Werryck demands that Rainy tell him where Kellan was heading. Rainy refuses, even as Werryck warns him of the approaching snowstorm. Werryck suggests that Lark would want Rainy to help, which only fuels Rainy’s resistance more, and he skips the phone across the water like a stone.

Chapter 18 Summary: “The Great Girard”

Rainy avoids the storm, but a microburst cracks the steel reinforcement on his mast, forcing him to dock in the small town of Jolie. At a café, Rainy’s waitress points him to the grocery store and to the local welder when he asks for help. Rainy barters to pay for the welder’s services, agreeing to perform with the band at a charity event for a sick local man.

The local doctor, named Girard, comes into the welder’s shop to pick up his radio. Noticing an infected cut on Rainy’s chin, he invites Rainy to his home to clean it. Rainy stays for dinner afterward and meets Girard’s wife, Evelyn. The two met when Girard took a biking tour of Lake Superior. One night, he met Evelyn, cooking on the side of the road, and they fell in love. She asks Rainy about his story, and he tells them of Lark and how he plans to meet her at the Slates. Girard leaves, and Evelyn explains to Rainy that they lost their daughter to a fever years ago and that after Girard had the same fever and came out of it, he changed.

The next day, Rainy installs the new steel plate on Flowers and prepares for the charity event. On the night of the event, Rainy watches the crowd gather for the sick man, who’s dying of cancer, a once-treatable ailment. After the event, Evelyn gives Rainy nice clothes from her late brother’s wardrobe, and he realizes that she’s dressing him to meet Lark. As he prepares to leave the next morning, Girard shows him a picture of his late daughter, Tinker, before helping him push off.

Chapter 19 Summary: “An Immortal Sea of Influence”

Though Rainy begins to doubt that Lark will be at the Slates, he continues on and even changes into the suit Evelyn gave him as he nears the islands. As he enters the bay, Rainy sees a hulking watercraft, painted black. He suspects that the boat belongs to Werryck and turns around. Outside the islands’ protection, a storm sweeps up Flowers, and Rainy struggles throughout the night to keep it from sinking or speeding toward the dangerous cliffs off Michigan. He ties objects to the mast and throws them overboard in an attempt to hinder the boat’s progress but is swept overboard by a wave. Catching a rope trailing the ship, he hauls himself back on board and struggles to make it through the night.

The next morning, while cleaning up the cabin, he finds an errant canister of nitrous left by Kellan. The top seems loose, so Rainy opens the canister and finds Kellan’s stash of Willow. He realizes that Werryck will never stop pursuing him. Two days later, the wind from the storm finally dies and Rainy finds himself near a town on the Michigan shore. He drops anchor and watches as a girl on shore uses a trident to fish.

Chapters 11-19 Analysis

Grief plays an important role in Rainy’s journey throughout I Cheerfully Refuse, sending him on his odyssey across Lake Superior toward the Slate Islands. In the aftermath of Lark’s death, he’s unsure of how to process his grief for her and finds that he can’t escape it. Rainy experiences grief every second of the day, constantly seeing Lark or remembering her and the conversations they once had. It's Rainy’s first experience of deep grief, and as he grows more familiar with it he reconsiders his own understanding of what grief is: “I’ve heard many griefstruck keep expecting the loved one to appear […] The person’s presence remains default. The loss is less remembered than received fresh each time” (89). Rainy believes that he’ll see Lark again, unable to accept that she’s truly and irrevocably gone. As he begins processing his grief, which thematically foregrounds Processing Grief to Heal, Rainy seeks to understand what his grief is. It isn’t merely the loss of Lark or the memory of her loss but rather the constant reminders that she isn’t with him. That’s what made being in his house and Icebridge so painful. He expected her to be there, at home or at the bookshop, and every new moment that she wasn’t where she was meant to be came as a shock. This drives Rainy’s plan to leave Icebridge for the Slate Islands, hoping that maybe, her spirit would go to that special place they shared.

Rainy predominantly uses music as a salve for his and others’ pain throughout the novel. He approaches his music with a benevolent mission to soothe the world around him. However, his knowledge of music and people’s reactions to it allows him to manipulate others in more ways than one. In some instances, Rainy actually uses music as a weapon or defense to protect himself. When Werryck comes looking for him in Icebridge at a gig, Rainy changes the pace of his playing to make his escape:

Cut a new path for the song, so it became a story of mayhem, ruin, a boy severed from all he loved. The room turned fearful. Dancers whirled and collided [...] In the surge and crush Werryck stalled. I unplugged with a blast of static and went out the back (99).

Rainy’s deep understanding of how music can move people gives him near-mystical control over others, which helps develop The Influence of Music on the Human Experience as a theme. In this case, Rainy turns to a faster, more chaotic rhythm, pushing the crowd to adapt to it. In their confusion, they become chaotic themselves and obstruct Werryck. Werryck loses sight of Rainy, and Rainy uses the opportunity to escape. Though he’s big and often described as a bear, Rainy strays from violence and conflict, instead using his musical gifts to disarm those who would do harm.

Though these early chapters make many references to the novel’s crumbling world in exploring Icebridge, the extent of how dystopian the area is becomes more apparent once Rainy begins his journey. Icebridge, while struggling, has a strong community network that creates the effect of being an island in a sea of greater chaos. Once Rainy begins sailing, however, he sees many abandoned and struggling areas not as lucky as Icebridge: “Rounding a parklike headland I saw the municipal waterfront-the shut-down fly shop, fishing pier, shut bakery, tavern with seasonal chairs tipped up on a deck overlooking the water, and a bike rental place, also shut” (115). When he lands in Lightner, a town he hopes still has a grocery store, his expectations are low. As in many towns, Rainy witnesses the extent of the stunted economy and lack of municipal oversight. This is one of the first times that he truly finds himself confronting a struggling world, which develops the theme of Navigating Dystopia: Outside Icebridge, he sees the extent to which Lightner and other towns crumble. The staples of Lightner’s waterfront are closed, and though he ties Flowers to a public dock, no one is there to collect a fee or direct him. Though his time in Lightner is short and fairly uneventful, it foreshadows the increasing lawlessness, evoked by the lack of structure and order, that he encounters the farther he strays from home.

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