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The drawback to keeping to herself at Nadine and Dora’s, Ellen finds, is that free time gives her room to think, and she does not want her father coming and settling into her head. She likes to view the slides through her microscope and pretend she is on the brink of discovery, then draw what she sees.
When Nadine asks Ellen what she would like for Christmas, Ellen asks for paper for painting. She hopes Nadine will also pick out some surprises “because she is starting to feel sorry for me or maybe deep down she likes me” (105).
Ellen decides to draw her aunt and cousin a picture as a gift. She wants to choose a subject they will like and does not think they would go for the picture she calls “brooding ocean,” which Ellen likes because she thinks the ocean looks strong and beautiful and sad, all at the same time. Ellen draws them a picture of cats and signs it. She asks Dora how they celebrate the holiday and refrains from informing Dora there is no Santa Claus.
Ellen offers her present on Christmas Eve, hoping they will hang it on the wall right away and enjoy looking at it. Nadine praises the picture and says she will hang it when she has a frame. Ellen produces a frame of different colored paper. Dora asks if her mother plans to put a tacky paper frame on their wall, and Nadine tells her to be nice. Ellen leaves the room and overhears Nadine instructing Dora to be friendly to Ellen, saying they can take the picture down when Ellen leaves and it’s just the two of them again. Feeling humiliated, Ellen goes to her room “where I stayed all night not able to sleep with my anger and my shame and the loudness of my wanting to hear some something landing on the roof” (109).
The next morning Nadine invites Ellen to see what Santa Claus brought. Dora has a pile of presents, everything she asked for. Ellen opens her only gift, a package of paper. Nadine says Ellen is so peculiar and hard to buy for she figured she’d get exactly what she asked for, and that is all.
Ellen is hurt and furious. She throws the paper at Nadine and goes to her room, planning how to leave. She wants revenge on Dora, so she pretends the microscope is a present from her boyfriend, since she knows Dora wants a boyfriend more than anything. Dora demands to know who her boyfriend is, and Ellen says his name is Nick Adams, figuring this is a safe bet because Dora reads romance novels. When Ellen insults Dora, Nadine calls Ellen an “ungrateful bitch” and tells her to leave. Ellen growls at Nadine, in a voice like her father’s, not to touch her. She packs her things and asks Dora where the foster lady lives. Ellen puts on her new dress, takes her things, and walks out.
Ellen stands on the doorstep of the foster house, rehearsing what she will say and thinking that the house looks like a greeting card. She gets out the money she has saved and knocks on the door.
New mama invites her in, and Ellen smells fried chicken. New mama asks if she has run away, and Ellen says she has been thrown out of her aunt’s house. She asks if she can stay, and when new mama says it’s more complicated than that, Ellen offers her money. New mama says she will call the county’s social services in the morning and Ellen is welcome here. She hugs Ellen, asks her name, and says Santa Claus brought her a new mama for Christmas. Ellen asks if she has any diseases, addictions like drinking, or has days when she is “crazy” and “mean.” New mama answers that she is healthy, nobody here drinks or smokes, and she thinks she’s pretty even-tempered. She shows Ellen to a bedroom while she fixes supper. Ellen is grateful to lie down and says she won’t ever move from there.
Ellen thinks of the girl who had this room before her and bets “she is somebody decent because she had somebody decent to love her good” (120). Ellen thinks now she can turn out different, too. New mama rubs the girls’ backs when they are upset. She holds Ellen’s hands when she is shaking and they breathe slowly together, a tactic which Ellen says works. New mama tells Ellen it is all right to cry. In her new home, Ellen reflects, no one has died or blamed her for anything worse than overwatering the terrarium, which new mama says can be fixed.
All Ellen has left to straighten out is her and Starletta. She tells Starletta to bring her hair supplies so Starletta can braid Ellen’s hair. Ellen informs the bus driver she will have a friend that afternoon and says, “She’s colored but don’t act like you notice. And she’ll be sitting right up front with me” (122). At lunch, Ellen approaches Starletta’s table to ask if she’s packed for the weekend, and Starletta shows her a grocery bag. Ellen is impatient to get home. She instructed new mama what to say and to make a fuss over how pretty Starletta is, but new mama welcomes Starletta even better than Ellen hoped. She introduces Starletta to everyone and shows her Ellen’s room, inviting her to rest on the bed with her.
Ellen then asks if Starletta remembers how often Ellen came to their house when she was living with her father. Starletta, who has a stutter, responds that she does. Ellen confesses that she always felt she was superior and was ashamed that Starletta was Black. She doesn’t know why she felt that way, she says.
Starletta falls asleep beside her, and Ellen reflects that her family’s previous “rules” have changed, so she shouldn’t feel like she’s breaking the law to have Starletta in her house, sleeping in her bed. Besides, if they fought a war over how she is supposed to think about Starletta, then Ellen feels she is obligated to do so. She feels Starletta has a right to rest and, when she thinks of it, realizes Starletta’s experiences may be more difficult than Ellen’s. The thought amazes her.
These chapters draw the final contrasts and parallels in the book. In contrast to her earlier Christmas, which Ellen spent alone but had presents she liked, her Christmas with Nadine and Dora magnifies what Ellen doesn’t have. Dora’s belief in Santa Claus makes her impossible for Ellen to relate to, as Ellen’s illusions in magical aid and human generosity have been greatly strained. Where her gift of the spoon rest to Starletta’s family was accepted with thanks and immediately given a place, Ellen’s gift of personal artwork to her aunt and cousin is regarded as tacky. Her paper frame is slighted as a reflection of Ellen’s lesser worth, and the humiliation cuts deep. She responds by trying to prove her worth with her own unique Ellen strategy, showing her microscope and claiming she has a boyfriend. Nick Adams is the name of a protagonist in The Nick Adams Stories, a collection of short fiction by Ernest Hemingway published in 1972. Ellen counts on Dora not knowing this book. Proof of Ellen’s intellect breaks the strained acceptance Nadine has displayed toward Ellen; Nadine expects gratitude and subservience from her niece, and she has no ability to understand or relate to either Ellen’s personality or her defense mechanisms.
Ellen’s march across town on a cold Christmas Day, in her eye-catching dress and no coat, clutching her box of possessions and $166, is portrayed as a comical and crushing quest. Her production of money to pay for her keep is evidence that Ellen is not persuaded that the foster woman might simply take Ellen in because she needs help. Her interview with her new mama, touching on the ways other adults have betrayed or disappointed her, evokes pathos. However, her relief at finally having a safe place to stay is palpable, and the many scenes where Ellen lies in her new bed reflecting on her situation, illustrate that the stillness, a counterpoint to the turbulence and threat of her other situations, is allowing Ellen to finally begin processing and healing from The Effects of Abuse and Trauma.
Ellen recognizes that she now has real nurturance in the care and affection new mama shows her. This woman has the resources to recognize and respond when Ellen feels overwhelmed and anxious, using therapeutic tools like breathing techniques as coping methods. Her wish not to let her father have space in her head continues Ellen’s preference not to ruminate on her memories nor relive traumatizing incidents. Her belief that the girl who had her room before her would have had a promising future because of the opportunities granted her by a supportive home environment ironically mirrors the judges’ belief that Ellen’s family would provide the best care, as her family disproved.
Ellen’s wish to reaffirm her relationship with Starletta is as much a wish to ensure her connection to her friend as to make peace with the past life that Starletta represents. Ellen’s more evolved understanding, though still limited, about race and the inability of skin color to define a person’s character shows her growing maturity. The pride she demonstrates to her classmates at school that Starletta is staying with her and her warning the bus driver that Starletta will sit in the front with Ellen announces that she no longer subscribes to de facto segregation held over from Jim Crow laws. She recognizes that the ideological dispute of the Civil War and civil rights movement was the insistence of the full humanity and equal citizenship of Black people. Ellen is proud of herself for this realization, as she understands the ways her former beliefs were harmful and wrong and comes to the conclusion that her Black friend is a full person worthy of love and respect.
Starletta falls asleep during this recitation, and Ellen’s injunction to Starletta to “rest” parallels the earlier image when Ellen tucks her mother into bed after her mother takes a fatal dose of pills. Here, the notion of rest may reflect what Ellen is experiencing, the chance to withdraw and be safe from troubling events or circumstances. The “harder row to hoe,” a common expression, is drawn from Ellen’s summer job of cotton chopping and reflects sincere acknowledgment that Ellen recognizes the burdens of Racial Prejudice and Discrimination, along with the stress of relentless bias, which Starletta encounters every day. Her ability to reflect on and empathize with another’s situation signals emotional growth in Ellen, as well as the practical optimism that is an intrinsic part of her character and a key element in the novel’s voice.
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